We only have control over ourselves and our actions and decisions. Listen to your intuition and do what you need to put yourself first even if it is the harder path.
I am taking a two month break from my current relationship because I was not feeling good about it and I was not sure why. I realized that I still had some work to do on myself and as much as it felt hard to do, I chose to take the time I needed to re-center myself so that we could possibly give it another try in the future.
This is the first time I have prioritized myself over a relationship. It feels really good and I am spending my free time listening to podcasts, Audibles and journaling. Boundaries are so healthy, you deserve to hold strong ones for yourself.